Just One of Those Days

that you wish you didn't have to endure. the whole shooting in jackson last night. jackson. where i grew up. quiet jackson. the only time they get loud is at football games. and it is hard. My mom knows the girls brother. sad. very sad. i can not even begin to understand. what they are feeling. what went thru his head to shoot his family and kill himself. i know that God has a plan and we are not to question. it is hard sometimes. but i still trust Him. most definately.

well we found out some stuff about markie and her whole issues. the doctor think she has endometriosis. yuck and yuck. i had it. reason i had my hysterectomy. she is young, hopefully they will find something to help her out. it is just a wait and see thing. if she is still hurting and doesn't have a horrible episode between now and february he will do a scope on her. if she has a horrible episode he will do it earlier. great. IF she doesn't have anymore we'll do nothing. i hate wait and see things. and i hate that she has this. he, dr morton, says it is heriditary (sp) whoopsie. hate that. but at least we now KNOW what it is. it is not a invisible monster. but it is. kwim.

so i got my tree up sunday. it took me all day, lol. do alittle and stop. do alittle more, and stop. lol but it looks pretty. and i like it. chloe has not messed with it yet. yet. lol markie has started to wrap presents. i just need to doctor them up a bit and put pretty bows on them.

kinda blah today. i hate that. i will try and get outta of it. we'll see.

p.s. Barb you are a enabler. lol. maybe santa will leave me some cash and i will be able to go!!!